Stupid Monday

Ok, so I went a few weeks without posting and I always weighed on Mondays and meant to post and then a week went by and I did the same thing over and over.  So... I promised myself I would get back to posting so here I am.  Just a little back ground on the past few weeks.  I have just been maintaining my weight or even gaining a pound or two.  I had not been doing much cardio and I knew this was from lifting and gaining muscle so the past week was when I introduced some intense cardio... I go to the guy every night with Dustin and we usually lift daily and run 4 times a week.  I also tried to add cardio in the morning and that meant getting up at 3:30 am... twice.  I worked hard.  Went to spinning, jump roped, did some burpees etc, etc, etc.  I was scared to weigh because I feel like I'm starting to have a few changes, but I didn't want to get my hopes up.  Well, I got on the scale first thing this morning and you guess it... NO CHANGE!  UGH, and my eating has been perfect except for I got a little bit off track Sunday at Mom's but not enough to justify no change.  I'm even drinking over 100 ounces of water everyday.  So frustrating!  I know I need take measurements because I really think I will start to see some change there and I know it's my own fault because I don't get enough sleep, I'm nursing and I'm trying hard to build muscle and I want the muscle, but the thing is this Biggest Loser challenge I'm doing.  I obviously won't win, but how embarrassing to work SO hard only to get on the scale and say I didn't lose anything.  I'm currently 32 pounds away from my goal.  HOPEFULLY next week I will be a little closer because I'm not going to let this get me down.  JUST KEEP GOING!